When I left London escorts I decided that I would go on a sex fast for 30 days. It may sound like a weird idea to you, but the truth was that I felt that I had this huge need to reset my life. For the past 10 years since I had worked for charlotte escorts, I had been the perfect little sex kitten on a nightly basis. Sure, it had been fun, but I felt that I needed a complete change of scene and do something different with my life.
When sex has been a major player in your life, it can be hard to wean yourself of it. I had heard the same story many times when other girls had left London escorts. Many former London escorts have a really hard time to let go of their sexy charlotte escorts image. I did not want to get stuck in a rut, so I made this pact with myself to detox my life from all things sex. It was not going to be easy, but I knew that if I wanted to move on from London escorts, I had to do something.
The first thing I did was to clear out my lingerie drawer and wardrobe. Instead of slipping into a La Perla bra and knickers every morning, I popped down to my local Marks and Spencer and invested in some sensible lingerie as my mom would have called it. Marks and Spencer lingerie is not really something that the girls at London escorts would wear. When I was in the store, I soon realised I must have spent a small fortune on lingerie during my time with London escorts. Marks and Spencer lingerie was certainly a lot cheaper than La Perla.
The second thing I did was to make sure that I did not visit any porn sites. I love watching porn and it was an addiction which started long before I joined London escorts. But, if I was going to complete my sexual fast I realised that it meant staying away from everything porn and sex. That was going to be easier said than done as there is so much sex all around us these days. If you would truly like to dejunk your life from sex, I think that you need to let go of it.
Did it work? Well, I must admit that I was tempted to reach for my sex drawer after about two weeks. Since I had been with London escorts, I had really got into sex toys and I had built up rather a collection. But I did manage to stay true to myself and I stayed away from all things sex. Did I feel better for it? At the end of the 30 days I did appreciate that I had got a lot of things achieved. Instead of going around and feeling horny all of the time, I had managed to redirect my sexual energy. Would I do a sex fast again? I am not sure about that. I have come to realise that sex is an important part of my life and I don’t think that I am ever going to be able to live without sex